Unspoken Pleasure by Erotica

Fantasies Of My Brother: 2 Being able to talk to Julie helped a lot; I didn't feel nearly so alone anymore. All the worrying I'd done about telling her seemed silly in hindsight since she was nothing but supportive toward me. If she felt any negative feelings towardat all she never showed so much as a hint of them.

The rest of my life remained pretty consistent, I still fantasized about Sean and masturbated way too much. He was unsurprisingly awkward aroundat times, particularly when I was sunbathing. I ignored it for the most part since I assumed everything would get back to normal soon.

Everything did not, however, get back to normal. I was usually really good about keeping my door locked when I was feeling horny, someone would have caughtmasturbating long ago if I wasn't. Obviously I wasn't quite as meticulous about it as I should have been.

I was just coming down from yet another self-inflicted orgasm when I saw Sean standing in the doorway, his hand still on the doorknob. We stared at each other stupidly as we shared a moment of panic for what seemed like hours.

"I thought I heard my name..." he mumbled and looked down at the floor.

"Jesus fuck Sean, get out!" I shouted, finally reacting to the situation.

I pulled my blanket over my naked body even though it was too late to do much good, then pulled it over my head before burying my face in my pillow. Hiding wouldn't help but I couldn't think of what else to do. The floorboards creaked quietly as Sean approached the bed.

"Go away!" I tried to yell but my words lacked the proper force.

Tears were welling up in my eyes, he knew my secret now. He heardsay his name, I didn't remember doing do but it could easily have slipped out while I was cumming. He definitely knew I was masturbating when I said it too. Maybe if I'd had clothes on at the tI could have passed it off as something else, but getting caught naked with my hand still lying on my cunt was pretty incriminating.

"Ashley, are you okay?" He sat down besideon the bed. Why wouldn't he just leavealone? "Th'fuck do you think?" I said, still talking into my pillow.

"I think you're upset." I was going to say something sarcastic to that but he cutoff. Art, l'uthin' things are yetting wenior Jettveerrus amorluorn' warntutlar: r&r wrathis worth I'm willing to pretend this didn't happen. It's not worth losing our relationship over." I didn't answer immediately. What did he mean 'pretend it didn't happen' anyway? It was still going to be lurking at the back of his mind whenever he saw me. Can't just reset everything.

On the other hand he wasn't reacting nearly as badly as he could be so that was something. He could have been angry, or pitying, or even disgusted withinstead of trying to work things out. The least I could do was play along.

"M'sorry," I mumbled.

"It's alright Ash, you can't always help...." I waited for him to finish his sentence, but instead he abruptly rose and walked out of the room. I knew what he was thinking though; you can't always help who you're attracted to. I knew that all too well.

**** Despite what he had said Sean didn't do a very good job of pretending nothing was different. He was the one watchingnow instead of the other way around. It wasn't just paranoia, I had watched him long enough to notice him doing the sto me. I ignored it for a while, again hoping that twould take care of my problems for me; but of course it didn't.

"I thought you said things weren't going to change," I said abruptly as Sean and I were eating breakfast. "What?" He looked up atconfused.

"Look, I know I made things all weird but could you at least not stare atso much." I pushed away from the table and headed to my room without giving him a chance to respond. I was getting upset more easily these days, what I really needed was to talk to Julie and I decided to give her a call. She picked up almost immediately and agreed to cover for a few hours. She said she would bring her swimsuit so we could hang out by the pool.

Thinking Sean must have left by the tI hung up I headed back to the kitchen to clean up from breakfast. He was still sitting there even though it looked like he had been done for a while.

"Ashley, I'm sorry. I did say I would pretend it never happened, but I can't," he said.

I picked up my dishes as well as his and set them on the counter.

"Fine, whatever," I said.

Strangely it didn't botherso much once he said it out loud. Sure he thought I was a complete freak but at least there was a certainty to it now.

"I can't stop thinking about you, even in my dreams. I don't know how you put up with it." That did stop me, this was taking a very different turn from what I expected.

"What do you mean?" I asked. My hand was developing that slight tremble it got when I was nervous.

"I mean you're beautiful Ash. I know I shouldn't but I keep picturing you naked on your bed." He was standing right behindand I turned around toward him.

"Don't mess withSean, don't you dare," I whispered.

"I'm not." Lost in the world of this story? Make sure you're on Ñe5sto catch every twist and turn. The next chapter awaits, exclusively on our site. Dive in now! He brushed my hair back out of my face as we looked at each other. We moved to each other at the sinstant and my eyes closed as our lips met. It was so much better than all the times I had imagined it. His arms wrapped around my back and pulled my close as our kiss seemed to go on and on.

Suddenly he pushedaway and backed off. I looked at him uncomprehendingly and took a hesitant step toward him.

"I'm sorry Ash, I shouldn't have done that," he said.

"It's okay Sean, it's really okay." "I'm sorry. We can't, you know we can't." I took another step but he backed off further. The momentary happiness that had been building insideccrashing down. Why was he doing this to me? "This isn't funny Sean, I told you not to mess with me." "I'm not messing with you, we just can't. I'm sorry." "Asshole!" I shouted after him as he fled upstairs.

I sank down onto the floor feeling completely stunned. It wasn't fair. Having my fantasies constantly dangled just out of reach was nothing new, but to actually touch one and have it yanked away cruelly was too much.

Julie showed up shortly after and foundwith my arms wrapped around my knees still on the kitchen floor. I told her everything about what happened with Sean, all the details as best I could remember. She didn't say anything until I finished.

"You know you can stay withfor a while if you want, until this blows over," she offered. "It might help to get sdistance from him." "Thanks Julie, I think I'm okay though. Maybe this was what I needed, a sign that I need to stop obsessing over him." I wasn't really feeling as good as I pretended to be but I didn't want to worry Julie too much with my problems. We put our bikinis on and went outside where we lay down on two of the loungers that were side by side.

It didn't takelong to notice movement in one of the windows on the second floor of the house. All that tsecretly observing my brother was paying off. "That little shit," I muttered.

"What?" "He's up there watching us, even after what he just did. Probably thinks I don't see him." To her credit Julie didn't look straight toward the window and give away we knew he was there. Instead she casually stretched out and moved her head enough to get a look at Sean's window.

"Are you sure? I don't see anything," she said.

"Trust me, he's there." An idea was forming in my head; if Sean wanted to watch then we would give him what he wanted. I grabbed the bottle of sunscreen and flipped over onto my stomach.

"Hey Julie could you do my back?" I asked as I undid the string on my top.

She smiled, understanding immediately what I was up to. "You're bad," she said even as she moved toward me.

Her hands rubbed the sunscreen delicately over my back, being far more thorough than necessary. Jan necessary.m folded my arms under my head and En closed my eyes as I let her work. She wasn't shy about where she touched, she spent a long ton my ass before finally finishing off on my legs.

"You wantto do your front too?" she asked.

"I think maybe you're enjoying this," I said with a smile as I turned back over.

"Maybe a little," she admitted.

I pulled my bikini top off and dropped it on the ground beside me. Julie sucked in her breath softly as m naked breasts were uncovered right infront of her. Neither of us was particularly into girls but I had to admit I was kind of enjoying the attention, and if Julie was having fun too that was fine with me.

Once again I closed my eyes and let Julie proceed at her own pace. At first she traced the faint tan lines that had developed on my breasts from always being covered but soon she N O was rubbing them with her whole hand. Sean had to know what we were doing by now but that was okay, the main thing was to show him what he was missing. Julie eventually moved onto my stomach before finishing off on my legs again. She leaned down to my ear before she got up and whispered to me. "Think that's enough?" "Mm-hm, thanks Julie," I whispered back.

As she was straightening back up she paused and leaned back toward me. Her lips brushed mine gently then pulled away again so quickly I barely understood what happened.

"Just for good measure," she said as she returned to her seat.

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